I went out for Lu's birthday last night. Did I drink? Yes I did. I had two pints and one shot. I was out for about three hours and in that time felt such a large amount of stress and anxiety I felt the only way I could get through the night and be someone others would want to be with in a night club I had to get a drink.
This is it though. I'm done. Completely. I do not like night clubs. I do not like going out late at night. I do not like being in places where the focus is solely on alcohol. So the following is somewhat of a confession of a twenty something year old who does not like night clubs.
My name is Laura and I do not like nightclubs. I enjoy many things. I enjoy early mornings, breakfast in the sun, cuddly toys and mermaids, books on serial killers, bronzer and nail varnish, designing new tattoos in my head that I never get round to having done, horror movies and science fiction, Tricia Helfer (that fit blonde one from BSG), chocolate and nuts.
My name is Laura and I enjoy my friends, I enjoy their company and the advice that they give, I enjoy their timely hugs and the way I feel special to be counted as one of their friends. I enjoy meals out and the theatre. I enjoy dancing around naked to rock ballads preferably from the 80s (privately of course!) I enjoy horse riding and puppies. I enjoy dungeons and museums of morbid fascinations. I enjoy midnight talks about philosophy and killing zombies on my pink tricycle.
i love this xx
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