I am on day 8, that is eight days with a consumption of 25ml of jagermeister and 1200ml of lager only. Feeling really good. Although I'm aware it was around this time that I was feeling really good about it last time. When I get that anxiety in a couple of weeks (which I expect as I would normally self medicate myself to avoid it) I have a choice whether to return to alcohol to avoid it or power through it. Not knowing how long it will last makes it a scary prospect but I suspect that when/if I come out the other end it will be an amazing feeling of achievement. So I will try my very best.
Today I am off to Derby to attend a talk called 'A little porn, a little torture' which, anyone who knows me even a little bit will know, is right up my street. Research-wise that is, not practice.
After this I will be going to the cinema to see Scream 4, I am suitably excited. I was too young to see the original at the cinema and I don't remember if I could have seen Scream 2 and 3 on the big screen. Both were so rubbish it wouldn't have been worth bothering. However as it has been such a long break between the last one and this one (11 years) it suggests they may, MAY, have had time to improve on things.

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